... no ... deep down i'm not a good person... i've been through a lot have had so much pain brought onto myself... and i did the same to others... even if i try to make people happy in the long run well they end up with a lot of pain so by controlling (well as much as i can anyway) my emotions at least i won't hurt them as much ... -_- lol sorry i don't know why but it's easy to talk to you ^_^
thats what a lot of people say. ^_^ you know.....if you wanna tell me about it......its ok. im not gonna make fun of you, or look at you differently. im not that kind of person. onikatsu, thats basically how life is. you cant make someone happy without hurting someone else. you cant be happy without hurting others. thats how humans are. we are the greediest living things on the face of the earth. you never can be completly satisfied. in order to feel satisfaction, people can either do things right, like giving to charity. or........wrong. like inflicting pain upon others. murders, rapists, and so on. would mostly be the wrong way of satisfaction. and if most humans cant get what they desire, they get it by force or become suicidal. kind of sad really. heh.........sorry, hardships comming back to me for now. i hope you dont get bored reading this. i talk too much i know.
lol it's okay to talk i know about humans nature i've seen it since a child every one and thing is selfish every action, every word, nobody ever says or does a thing for another with out personal gain. it's the hard truth. i'd rather not talk about my past it's more than most people can handle countless time people pressed the matter until i told them and when i did... well i ended sucking them into the same void that i am, that i created. i have no doubt you'll be able to resit the black hole that i am however, i would rather let people be clouded by their unknowing than to be riped apart by truth .... wow i talk alot too lol ^_^'